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About Me Member Angelina Jolie Fetishist the-reaper-grim20/Female/Australia

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for himI can’t sand you, Yet you’re of my blood, You have me wound so tight, You like to push, Just to see where, My temper will snap tonight.
You’re meant to be an image, To love, And to adore, And it’s the same, Old shit again, That brings me to the floor.
If I did not defend, Would it be as bad? If I didn’t stand up for myself, But I can’t do that, I can’t stand down, So I’m ignored as an old toy on a shelf.
You’re supposed to, Be my hero, Yet you’re little more than scum, But here we stand, Same for him
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betrayalI wish that you were here by my side, But not for the reasons they think, I can’t believe you would have lied, To the bottom of this pool you’ll sink.
Betrayal, betrayed, I’m stabbed in the back, Betrayal, betrayed, Yet I’m free of attack.
You told all my secrets deep, Every chance you’d bring me down, Under my skin your treachery seeped, You’re sinking but I’ll let you drown. betrayal
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believe in meSmall and broken, Alone and afraid, You were my light, You showed me the way.
You showed me how, Taught a reason why, Even though you loved me, You still made me cry.
It’s my turn to show the way, I’ll help lead you through, We’ll be the last ones standing, It will just be me and you.
I hope that we make it, That it’s all worked out, We’re taking all our chances, I’ll step without a doubt.
When there’s nothing left to believe in, Try and believe in me, You taught me that there’s always hope, It’s my tur believe in me
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PositiveMy hopes have been burnt. My dreams have been shattered. What once was important, Suddenly never mattered. The hate that has been simmering, Deep down inside. Has let it's way out, Where no one can hide. The pain that I feel. The tears that I cry, Have all been put together, In the darkness put aside. Yet, still I feel some care. From a believer like me. That positive things matter, No matter how small they be. Positive
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life sucks

Wed Feb 4, 2009, 10:21 PM

Mood: Defeated
Listening to: bitch we got a problem - korn
Reading: twilight
Watching: the cursor
Playing: nothin
Eating: havent eaten for 2 days
Drinking: bourbon

so its my boyfriends 21st today and im pissed off and a little down coz i haven't been working and haven't been able to buy him an amazingly spectacular 21st bday present, all i could buy him was jelly beans......woo friggin hoo!!! were having a little cake cutting ceremony tonight with his family, who by the way have gotten him amazingly spectacular gifts!! and i got him jelly beans!!! i wanted to make him a cake but his brother inlaw treated me like a child and said 'NO IM getting him a cake from the supermarket' thanks now i feel amazingly spectacularly like an idiot who cant get her bf a great gift OR make up for it by making him an amazingly spectacular cake!!! just because someone who isn't as close to my bf is a pompus assed cunt (mind the language but im pissed off) who likes to be in charge and make people around him feel small and insignificant to make himself feel better coz his old!!!! i hate this man sooooooooooo much!!

so here's what im gonna do:

smile and pretend to be happy so my bf has a great day while im dying a little inside wishing i could cry. not telling anyone what this prick says to me or how he belittles me and makes me feel like shit, so no trouble is caused and everyone can get on with their faked happy little lives so he can shit on me once again to make himself feel better.

im going to hold my head up and not let him know his gotten to me and upset me. i may feel like shit but it doesn't mean everyone else should........right!?

i miss you jess i wish you were here.
you always know how to make things better.
you always know how to cheer me up!

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